It’s so hard for me to be on here, because it’s just too much for me to handle really. So I don’t know if I can even get on much anymore. It hurts too much. Damian, I miss you so much baby. I know I promised to be strong, but I can’t think about you for less than a minute without bursting into tears. I really don’t know how strong I can be anymore. Things don’t feel right without you. I always look forward to getting your cute little messages everyday, but now I know that once I log on, your messages won’t be there. You were such a blessing to me babe, and I love you so much. I always will. I’ll try to be strong for you Damian, but some promises just can’t be kept. Regardless, I love you. Forever and always baby, forever and always.